Thursday, March 31, 2011

:Lindsey and Emily

Well this is Thursday, Emily is still in the hospital. Today was a better day, but they are not out of the woods. Emily still might have to have surgery. Emily gets very excited when she see people she knows, and young gorgous doctors.
Yesterday, maybe even the day before, Emily was heavily sedated,she was awake today. If I am not wrong, she woke up crying. Lindsey has been with Emily ever since they arrived at the hospital but she can only rest in the chair near Emily's bed. Lindsay has been almost sleep deprived. I am praying for God to give her and everything one the strength to carry on, and the knowledge and wisdom to deal with the conditions,& what to do as well as peace and comfort when the moments are havoc and weary, and sad.
God Bless you my friends Lindsey and Emily.

Monday, March 28, 2011

Waiting to Hear

I am hoping to hear sometime later this afternoon, or possibly this evening from my friend Lindsey Yeskoo, either on Facebook or on Caring Bridge how her eldest daughter Emily is doing. Lindsey, and possibly the home-care nurses had to phone 911. Something is up, so we are waiting to hear what it is.

Emily Yeskoo, Lindsey's daughter has been ill for a very long time now. She has a form of MLD, I have to look that up again what it actually is. But it is in the family of what Hunter Kelly, former football quarter-back player of the Buffalo Bills son had. Emily's and Hunter's condition aren't the same, but it is in the family of the MLD. Hunter passed away in 2005, if I am not mistakened. Emily has outlived most patients with this terminally ill desires.

Emily has often been an upbeat child to Lindsey and the rest of the family and relatives and friends who drop by for a visit. Somedays are harder then others with pain in many area's of her body. She no longer is able to speak or move, which I am postive has to be very hard on Emily. The family has learned to somehow communicate with her. Lindsey is able to clue into what Emily maybe thinking and what she needs, Lindsey is the main caregiver, while the rest of the family go about their day at work, and school, and life. I guess it is a mother's inturition to know what her child needs. I hope I spelt inturition correctly.
I will be praying often today and waiting to hear what the outcome is going to be, and hoping it will be good news for the Yeskoo family.

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Thursday, March 24, 2011

A Prayer

I feel comforted to know that God loves me. And I am sure he hears my cries.
Though why do things have to feel so hard a lot of  the time. Not sure of the future, and wishing things would get better. Wanting for the house to sell, and to have my drivers license renewed, and to be able to find a very inexpensive  vehicle up north for me to get around. It feels like I  have lost a lot of the freedom that I would like bacl, I would like my independency back. To be able to get places, to and fro when we get back north. But without my own wheels, and without a drivers license, I just feel doomed.

At times I feel things are so unfair, like I did things to upset the apple cart that got me to this point. I feel like a prisoner, not all the time, but there are the times that I do. And I feel it will be like that when we get back  north. Not be able to go places alone. Am I going to be stuck in the town of Alden New York and no friends coming by, or me getting out to go and see them? I need to get myself to The Chapel at Crosspoint, and without transportation, I will have no way to get there, to get around anywhere, without having to depend on someone else. I don't want to have to depend on someone getting me places. I want my independence.

By not getting out to the Chapel at Crosspoint, I will still be watching the services on the Internet.
God, please do a miracle in my life, do a miracle in the life of my brother? Do not let us live in deep provety as we have been. Allow things to get better for us God and for us to have prosperity.

God, don't let the economy get any worse, this ecomony has made more poor people in this country then it should have. The economy ought to have gotten better awhile back, but it is dragging it's feet to raise it's ugly head about the water. And now I hear there might be a worse Stock Market Crash then this country has seen. Please do not let another Market Crash happen, it will surely disable this country and we'll find it even harder to pull up our boot strings. We all want to live better lives God, so able us to live better, with enough money to get the drivers licenses, to get a very inexpensive vehicle, and an affordable place to leave. Supply us money to get food and cloths and money enough to live well, and not be digging for the money someplace.
Send us your power so we can get through this, and God please don't dely? You do things in your own time, I just wish it wasn't such a long time stretch for myself, my brother and many others who seem to be in the same shoes. We depend on you to prosper God.

God, Please Bless Japan. They currently are in worse condition then some of us over in North America.
I pray for peace on each of us in this world, and comfort.

The Crabb Family - Friend of God

Monday, March 14, 2011

Disasters

Only God sees what lays ahead. Though people can sometimes have the strongest feelings themselves what is going to happen. The people of Japan felt that they would see what they called the big one, a real big earthquake 8.9 on the rector scale and there was not much they could do. It hit about 3 days ago, but we can't say without warning, because a lot just believed it would happen. And along with the earthquake, a Tsunami, tidal wave took up so much from the earth itself. Homes and cars and other stuctures, and human people, just washed away. Too much to crasp, too much to want to think about.

Many have escaped this tragedy of the earthquake,  so many haven't and so many didn't. Thousands have died, many are homeless. There is still aftershocks.Many around the world know of people living in Japan, and have been relived to find out that who they know are okay.

So far there have been actually 3 days that have made a time in history. September 11, 2001, January 11, 2010, now March 11, 2011. Coincidence or not, many say not. All I know is that God knows all things, but he didn't orchestrate these things, he just allowed these to happen.

We can get mad and ask why we are seeing such catastrophes, but the answers is in God.  Even though the Scientists come up with conclusion, they don't know everything, it isn't up to them to know everything. That is all in the hands of God, the maker and ruler and Lord of Heaven and Earth, Lord of all.