Phoning

I haven't spoken to one of my friends for several years, and I want to phone that friend but I am losing my nerve. It isn't a good thing to lose your nerve about phone, but I am one who is capable of that. Call me a scardy cat, just not to my face ☺, lol, sure wish it wouldn't happen though. Friends should always stay in touch, even if one doesn't phone then at least the other could do it, and surprise the one on the other end of the line.