A Prayer

I feel comforted to know that God loves me. And I am sure he hears my cries.
Though why do things have to feel so hard a lot of  the time. Not sure of the future, and wishing things would get better. Wanting for the house to sell, and to have my drivers license renewed, and to be able to find a very inexpensive  vehicle up north for me to get around. It feels like I  have lost a lot of the freedom that I would like bacl, I would like my independency back. To be able to get places, to and fro when we get back north. But without my own wheels, and without a drivers license, I just feel doomed.

At times I feel things are so unfair, like I did things to upset the apple cart that got me to this point. I feel like a prisoner, not all the time, but there are the times that I do. And I feel it will be like that when we get back  north. Not be able to go places alone. Am I going to be stuck in the town of Alden New York and no friends coming by, or me getting out to go and see them? I need to get myself to The Chapel at Crosspoint, and without transportation, I will have no way to get there, to get around anywhere, without having to depend on someone else. I don't want to have to depend on someone getting me places. I want my independence.

By not getting out to the Chapel at Crosspoint, I will still be watching the services on the Internet.
God, please do a miracle in my life, do a miracle in the life of my brother? Do not let us live in deep provety as we have been. Allow things to get better for us God and for us to have prosperity.

God, don't let the economy get any worse, this ecomony has made more poor people in this country then it should have. The economy ought to have gotten better awhile back, but it is dragging it's feet to raise it's ugly head about the water. And now I hear there might be a worse Stock Market Crash then this country has seen. Please do not let another Market Crash happen, it will surely disable this country and we'll find it even harder to pull up our boot strings. We all want to live better lives God, so able us to live better, with enough money to get the drivers licenses, to get a very inexpensive vehicle, and an affordable place to leave. Supply us money to get food and cloths and money enough to live well, and not be digging for the money someplace.
Send us your power so we can get through this, and God please don't dely? You do things in your own time, I just wish it wasn't such a long time stretch for myself, my brother and many others who seem to be in the same shoes. We depend on you to prosper God.

God, Please Bless Japan. They currently are in worse condition then some of us over in North America.
I pray for peace on each of us in this world, and comfort.

The Crabb Family - Friend of God

Disasters

Only God sees what lays ahead. Though people can sometimes have the strongest feelings themselves what is going to happen. The people of Japan felt that they would see what they called the big one, a real big earthquake 8.9 on the rector scale and there was not much they could do. It hit about 3 days ago, but we can't say without warning, because a lot just believed it would happen. And along with the earthquake, a Tsunami, tidal wave took up so much from the earth itself. Homes and cars and other stuctures, and human people, just washed away. Too much to crasp, too much to want to think about.

Many have escaped this tragedy of the earthquake,  so many haven't and so many didn't. Thousands have died, many are homeless. There is still aftershocks.Many around the world know of people living in Japan, and have been relived to find out that who they know are okay.

So far there have been actually 3 days that have made a time in history. September 11, 2001, January 11, 2010, now March 11, 2011. Coincidence or not, many say not. All I know is that God knows all things, but he didn't orchestrate these things, he just allowed these to happen.

We can get mad and ask why we are seeing such catastrophes, but the answers is in God.  Even though the Scientists come up with conclusion, they don't know everything, it isn't up to them to know everything. That is all in the hands of God, the maker and ruler and Lord of Heaven and Earth, Lord of all.

Phoning

I haven't spoken to one of my friends for several years, and I want to phone that friend but I am losing my nerve. It isn't a good thing to lose your nerve about phone, but I am one who is capable of that. Call me a scardy cat, just not to my face ☺, lol, sure wish it wouldn't happen though. Friends should always stay in touch, even if one doesn't phone then at least the other could do it, and surprise the one on the other end of the line.

Very Interesting

Wow, can't believe it, I might end up one person away for a well known celebrity, I would rather not say who it is. But maybe any if you have met me via chat on some sites, yes it could be who it is that maybe I may be one person. It is a through a certain person I know a little bit, but won't let on the person's name, don't think he would appreciate it.
Like the Kevin Bacon game, but in the Kevin Bacon game that is a few people away from anyone.

thought provoking

"Whenever you find tears
in your eyes,
especially unexpected tears,
it is well to pay the closest attention."

~ Frederick Buechner
Wonderfully put!

Movies and Cancer

I just found this out while looking up Dick Powell in Wikipedia, and was surprised to read about this cancer the cast and crew had because of the filming.
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This might explain some of the early years of film, maybe it was the radiation that caused cancer in these people, then it could have also been that they were also smokers:---
Actor David Powell directed The Conqueror (1956) starring John Wayne as Genghis Khan.---The exterior scenes were filmed in St. George, Utah, downwind of US above-ground atomic tests. The cast and crew totaled 220 and of that number: 91 had developed some form of cancer by 1981and46 had died of cancer by then, including Wayne. This cancer rate is about three times higher than one would expect in a group of this size and many have argued that radioactive fallout was the cause.